命里有时，终须有， 命里无时， 莫强求

The journey of my parenthood has always challenged me with guilt, pain and incredible responsibility towards my children, especially on little Jia Kenn. As I continue to support a more fruitful life for my children, that has more often left me with frustration and emotional drained. However, something has changed me in a couple of days ago.

As a spiritual path I believe in God's work and how he has chosen us to be parents of a very special child. Our life expectancy leaves many unanswered questions all the time. I always question myself about Jia Kenn's future. However, an incidence has changed my mind, my love for both my sons will only be on accumulative basis, just leave the questions be unanswered, be it favourable or otherwise. I will love Jia Kenn the way he is and I will enjoy being a dedicated mother and not to stress myself by having too many questions. Our life can be very fragile and unpredictable. I wouldn't want to plan for the unplanned but to work my best. Thanking all the medical professionals who have saved my sons , especially JK who was very critical, and brought us joy in life. Our boys complete our life.

Our Little Fighters!

Our little Jia Kenn loves swimming!! It's been couple of months since Jia Kenn started going for aquatic therapy. With strong belief in early intervention program, we have finally got Jia Kenn accepted into spastic centre to ulitise the heated pool.

After months of familiarisation, this little boy started playing with water now. I couldn't describe how playful he could get sometimes and intolerable too at times. To our consolation, he could lift up his head better in the water now. We aim to get him more flexible in the water, apparently, it's believed that warm water can break spasticity. He's still fighting for it! Take a look at the fighter's pictures!

On the other hand, Eu Kenn is gradually getting more understanding now. He likes to fight for all the toys especially when the brother is playing with it. This has added a new episode in my parenthood. See, he has won over the little car from jeh jeh! Fighter 2.
















Here they are the two little fighters! Though they are growing in two different directions, I believe their hearts are always together! What else is new, they shared the same tummy before coming to this world!